I, myself, have been guilty of trying to fit into a mould, because I am, by nature, a sociable person and I enjoy being connected to people. Deep down, I think we are all like that.
I've tried so many times in my 27 years of being alive on this earth to act like anything other than who I am at my core, just so I can experience that enthralling, inspiring connection with someone - but more often than not, the people I've tried to connect with, the only ones who have been within my range, have been the ones that do not match my soul. And that is because I have been trying, like everyone else, sadly, on this earth, to detach myself from my soul, in order to be accepted by another soul.
If you don't relate to what I'm talking about, then feel free to stop reading this blog post, but if you DO sincerely relate to what I'm talking about, then read on...
Generally, I am a happy sort of person: I was happiest in my early childhood, when I was around 5 years old; I didn't have too many different expectations of life, I just wanted to be able to live life with the same loving people I had around me (a.k.a. my family). My favourite thing to do around that age was to make-believe I was a character from a film and act out scenes, by myself; I had a wicked imagination. I enjoyed having friends round for tea, but most of the time, I wouldn't relate to them nearly so much as I related to my family. I felt out of place within the world. So for the majority of my childhood and adolescence, I spent my time with my family; I learnt a lot from them, about who I am spiritually.
Towards my late teens I experienced a shocking, traumatic loss, that of a friend who misunderstood me as a human being - painting me with the same brush they painted a lot of the people they had met in the world - they abandoned me all of a sudden, and that was when I had to come to terms with the fact that I wasn't on the same spiritual vibration as the person who I had thought was my best friend; however, that icy cold rejection was enough to plague me with the desire to prove that I could make lasting connections with people without being abandoned like so... since that point in 2010, I've been trying to change who I am, to hide my core self, so as to attract people and keep them there, but I had no idea this was what I was doing - I thought I deserved to have any friend I wanted, but not until very recently, did I truly understand that I cannot just get what I want. And neither can anyone else in the world.
What you want has to match up with who you are at your core. And if you aren't willing to accept yourself for your uniqueness and not try to fit yourself into a tight box, then your desires will not reflect what your soul needs. It is to do with soul compatibility; you cannot change it.
So I wish to urge everyone who reads this blog post to get in touch with themselves and accept that their soul has a compatibility level that needs to be acknowledged and embraced wholeheartedly. You do not have to try very hard to attract what you truly deserve; just stop, be still and listen to your soul.
TOO MANY PEOPLE are being encouraged to let go of their core selves to be accepted into a strict society, to ignore certain aspects of their divine essence for the sake of being UNDERSTOOD. And those people are becoming lost and confused. I've been down so many dead-ends because I've not understood the importance of accepting and EMBRACING who I am at my core. I do not have to label who I am just so the world can understand what or who I am; they should make the effort to get to know me and not be lazy; I should raise the bar, I should RESPECT MYSELF 110% so that everyone else around me who deserves to connect with me will go out of their way to do so.
The fact is I've been making too much of an effort for those who don't make an effort for me, for the sake of being loved and having a connection with somebody. You shouldn't have to do that for ANYBODY, especially your SOULMATE. So just remember... that you are individual and unique, and you have the right to LOVE YOURSELF as you are: it's the only way to get what you deserve in life.
